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The Feeling Of Letting Go, I Guess We'll Never Know
Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains, and I'll blend up that rainbow above you, and shoot it through your veins. Cause' your heart has a lack of colour, and I should've known. That we'd grow up sooner or later, cause' we wasted all our free time alone.

Feeling so high now cause of the glee project <3 & glee 3D today. :) Anyway today was fun! Woke up. Dad bought macs breakfast. Then use com. Talk to you. Called people aiyoo. Then meet you all. Talktalktalk. Eat again aiyo. Liyana ah. Say meet at 10.59am. But she came at like 11.21am. NICE. HAHA. Then take train go somerset. Walk to cine. Buy tickets. Gave liyana the letter. Talktalktalk. Then waited for movie to start. DAMN FUN GAH. HAHA. The small boy so cute! Finn was hahaaha. Blaine was HOT. Brittany was EXTREMELY HOT. HAHA. Santana also HOT. Rachel was INCREDIBLE. Kurt so CUTE. Sam was HOT. All were good lah! :) Then saw ij people. Then blah. Then took train to NEX. Buy food, eat, wait. Ya'll so mean :( Hahaa jk.

So I don't know. I just don't feel like talking to you anymore. I try to talk to you, but you just don't wanna talk back. You know they purposely left us so that we could talk? So Naomi called me just now. And we were talking about you. So she was saying. She left so that we could talk. But you didn't talk. So, would you rather see me talking to Naomi and feel happy? Or talking to you but having awkward silence and boredom? So if you want me to be happier, you should talk, instead of naomi talking to me. I don't have to keep reminding you that Naomi's my best friend, and not more than that. You have to get used to it. But we also can't change you. You're not the type of person who likes to talk, you bottle up your feelings inside, and it kills you. I can tell you, it's really gonna kill you. Thats why I have a blog, so that I can let it all out when I need to. She says you understand whenever she gives you advice, you either take it or ignore it. I get it. But you have to learn.

Potato, sorry I scared you. Haha. I didn't mean it you bum. Anyway, be strong. You can move on. I have no idea what you wrote to becks, so Idk. But it seems like you guys are okay! :) So, good. :) And thanks for everything, including Nat's problem. When you told me that I may be the only one you can trust, I felt extremely honoured. I will try my best to be the best tomato ever, and if I can't, then I'm sorry. And I hope you can help Nat, cause you guys have similar situations, and I do with Nat, but I just don't cut yknow. So.. Nat, you'll get over it, I know you can. :) Cause I know you. :) HEH.

Liyana so poop. :O Haha joking. You're so awesome & you're my best friend, you all are my best friends. :) Remember those 3 words ; I trust you.

Anw, what I learnt during the movie;
1. I shouldn't even care what people say. Like Janae, if I'm not wrong. The short cheerleader. She doesn't care what people say even if she's small, and she had a happy ending, having to go to prom with a guy who respects her and likes her for who she is and also won for Prom Princess.
2. I was born this way. Not really ah. I've never really thought about who I am. Bi? Les? Straight? I just never seem to think about this. But kurt & blaine are proud to be gay, but I'm so scared because maybe people won't accept me for who I am. When people walk around us and we hold hands, I let go. I'm just too scared. But you're not, I guess that's what makes you special.

BYE! I LOVE GLEEEEEEEE! <3


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