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It's A Very, Very Mad World
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
All around me are familiar faces, worn out places, worn out faces. Bright and early for their daily races, going nowhere, going nowhere. And their tears are filling up their glasses, no expression, no expression. Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow, no tomorrow, no tomorrow. And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad. The dreams in which I’m dying, are the best I’ve ever had. I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take. When people run in circles, it’s a very, very mad world.
It's indeed a mad world. How can you not go through a day without gossiping or bitching about someone. It happens all the time. So today met Eunice in the train. Then reached tpy, saw Christiann. My mood completely fell. Then walked to school. So I was sleeping, I was tired. So Christiann sat with Dione again. Kay. Why don't you just go and tell Sam Lim to change your bloody seat? Anyway, I think it's better if she doesn't sit with me. I can concentrate better. Science was like fail la. ): Then geog, copied stuff. Then english. So they finished the compre faster than us. And Dione was wanting to go recess. We waited for you the other time you couldn't complete your lenses notes, you actually cried. And we actually waited for you. And you, selfishly just want to go off for recess. So bitching session. Until Christiann interrupted. So we; Liyana, NatFm, Farina & Me sat seperate table from them. So our session continued about Dione. But really, she's a bloody two-faced. She acts all kind and nice infront of you and behind your back, she bitches about you. And she hates me just because Christiann does, WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT? IT'S JUST PURE MEAN. So we were talking about the class outing, during sharing session. They actually said sorry. I doubt they even meant it. I guess the only person who meant it was Linnitt. I can feel it. She's actually a very nice person. And NatFm was saying that some people just cried just for the sake of crying just because it was a sad moment and expects people to comfort them. Isn't that attention seeking? I cried because I felt what they said, not because of the sake of crying.
So went lunch with Liyana, Wq. Then met Tricia. Then went to eat at NorthPoint. I find people really mean to Tricia. I know she can be annoying and all, but you all are just too mean to that extent. You don't even care about her feelings. Today during history, she went to photocopy the worksheet at the last minute. Christiann just had to say that she has no responsibility. I really don't know why you had to say that, that's just pure mean. It's not like you are responsible yourself. You're not even a good NECIP rep because you threw away all the tabs I've collected during the June hols and you just threw them away. You bloody wasted my time. So you kept saying that she touches her hair and lands on your table. Then you were sitting next to Dione. So Ms Cruz was like you're not even sitting behind Tricia. So everyone knows she changed seat. So Ms Cruz asked then why you sitting there. I bet I knew the reason, it's obviously because of me. Not Tricia.
If you hate me, just say it to my face. Don't have to pretend to befriend me, because I'm willing to unfriend you. I'm not even in the clique anymore, and so is Liyana. And when she goes, I don't know what to do anymore. I really wish I can migrate. I can't stand it here anymore. God help me, bless everyone, guide them, strengthen them. Amen.
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