People tell me this all the time. I try my best.

Anytime anybody pulls you down, anytime anybody says you're not allwed. Just remember that you are not alone, in the aftermath.

I am not alone? I guess. Maybe some kind soul will only come to help ONCE in a while for me. Nobody cares about me. I guess we are better this way. It's that feeling again, like last year when I was the 'out' one. I just wanna go to another class, preferbly express. I wanna go to 2/5. My best friends are like all there. If I were there now, I'd be really happy. None of these feelings would have happened. Not much depression as now. But I also preferbly not to go cause I really can't cope in express. So I rather just be a loner in class now. Better than to have more stress. Yeah my clique doesn't know because THEY DON'T EVEN NOTICE. They only care about their freakin' family of pandas.


I just wish this March Holiday is a good one. There's guitar camp and I really hope to go out with my besties. Let me have some relaxation for once.