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Blackbird
Wednesday, March 16, 2011


I just wish none of this shit would happen.


Have to let it go.

You're invisible, you're invisible to me.

You are.. I just wanna run and hug you and talk to you in person. But I cant. I just wish yknow. I just wish everyone would not fight with each other. I wish there was peace in this world. I wish everyone will just accept everyone as they are. I wish everyone have a brain to understand the meaning of bullying. I wish people won't be so selfish and think about only themselves. I just wish this could happen, and nothing, nothing bad will happen. No misunderstandings. Just.. pure.

I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity.

Watching people fall in love. Examples like Blaine and Santana expressing their feelings to someone. It just.. kinda touched me. I guess I was really alone for quite some time, and nobody seemed to care. And then you came. I just went for it. I guess I was just lonely and I needed someone there for me. I wish there was someone like Blaine. He's so opened, understanding, kind. He's just perfect. I wish there was someone like him. Someone who will be there for me always. Someone to care for me when I'm lonely or feeling down. Someone whose just there all the time. I need love. I dont know why. I guess everyone needs it. Everyone. Love just brings back memories of us yknow. Hais. But I know we cant. I cant. Yknow whenever someone calls me dear, I feel loved. Thats one thing that keeps me going.

I just need you now.

Today was kinda okay. Guitar camp today. Played games like Double Wacko, Jacob's Ladder(?), Splat, Squirrel & Tree and Molecule. Had lots of fun tho. Rachel was my awesome awesome, lame, stalker-ish and random junior :) Made new juniors like Ruthdra(S?), Nicole. Yeahh. Spending time with my guitar friends, it's just nice. Really nice. They're fun, entertaining, talented. It made my day. Happy. I'm happy.

Goodnight, and I miss you. I love you.


11:23 PM