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Loser Like Me
Tuesday, March 22, 2011


Nobody knows that I'm disappearing.

You don't want me in your life, fine. I guess this friendship just doesn't work out AT ALL. What did I even do to you this time? Didn't reply you then you get angry? I don't know. All I know is that I dont give a damn about you anymore. I guess we're better off as not friends. Goodbye.

You act differently around me. You really do. When they're around, you don't hug me, you don't talk much at all. You are better without them. That way, you can do what you want. Fix your friendship my dear. You should be able to control your life, not them. Hug like a normal person. I do like your hugs. Confession ; I used to like you. But now I dont lar. Everytime you touch my hand, or give me a hug, I want it to be a moment.

Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I've sat in my room and cried, how many times I've lost hope, how many times I've been let down. Nobody knows how many times I've had to hold back the tears, how many times I've felt like I'm about to snap but don't just for the sake of others, how many times I've felt like running away. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head whenever I'm sad, how horrible they truly are. Nobody knows me, and thats what I hate the most.

“Everyone says love hurts, but that’s not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.”
— Anonymous

“The truth would be worthless if no one ever lied,
So we carry our shame in the interest of pride.
And we have all these questions to make us go roam,
and we’ve got all this distance to make us come home.”
— Antje Duvekot, Merry Go Round


6:42 PM