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Face To Face And Heart To Heart
Saturday, May 28, 2011
That's what I did.
This could be the end of everything, so why don't we go, talk about it somewhere only we know.
I woke up at 6am, read your blog in my phone. I felt sad, I couldn't even sleep after I read it, my heart felt so painful and I cried. I was thinking too much, thats why I couldn't even sleep. I was hugging my jacket so fucking tightly.
Imagine I am good enough, and we can choose the ones we love.
I do take things seriously, especially if it's you. You're the only thing that I'm serious about. Today I prayed, asking God to help us both.
Will we ever have a happy ending?
You asked me to go to wq, I won't. You know why? Because she won't give me the love that you did. She doesn't love me. Neither do I love her. I love you, only you. Like I said, I want you, I need you. And you're the only person who ever loved me so much. Honestly, nobody would ever love me in that way, and only you did.
But I hold on, I stay strong, wondering if we still belong.
Being hurt, I get hurt all the time, by everyone. Especially drew and those people. Honestly, they hurt me more than you do, you don't know that. People hurt people, in many ways. We just have to make things right, so that we won't do it again.
Keeping secrets safe, every move we make, seems like no one's letting go.
Look, I love you. And I really can't bear to lose you. I'll just lose myself. Cause you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. Ever.
I love you dear<3 Let's make things right.
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