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What's wrong with me?
Wednesday, May 11, 2011


Again, and again.

I know I can't take one more step towards you, cause' all that's waiting is regret.

I regret helping you. I regret being friends with you. I regret being there for you. I regret having to trust you. All these things I have done, I regret. I always say it's me. I still do. I guess it's me. Because I just take the blame, so that none of you get affected and this shit would stop instantly. I feel scared. But you guys are there for me. I appreciate it. I guess this is the first time all of you saw my real side. I'm insecure, fragile, weak. I guess I'm not as strong as before now.

You held my hand. I wanted that moment forever. I missed those times. I miss love. I feel so desperate. What's wrong with me. Idk.. Thanks for caring, my dear.

Ouch. You hate me. Okay. My heart feels swollen, broken. If thats how you hate me so much, why do you still ask for a birthday present?

You just use me. I hate being used. I hate your attitude. It sucks to the max. Change your damn attitude please.

It's not either one of your fault okay? So don't blame yourselves. Don't cry because of me. I'll feel bad. Thanks for caring, all of you. You are true friends unlike them. Love you. All of you.


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