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I Miss You More Than Anything
Wednesday, June 1, 2011


Always will.

It's driving me mad, I miss you so bad, and my heart heart heart is so jetlagged.

I'm so sorry if I hurt you today with that memo. I was just being honest okay? I miss you, and I'm sorry if I've ever hurt you or done anything wrong. Today, I sat alone. Just wanted to know how long people took to notice that I was gone. My heart hurts. It's killing me inside. Again, I'm sorry.

Everyone does.

Everyone deserves to be happy, even you, even me. I know it kills us both to see that either one of us feels sad, angry, pissed, etc; But we all have to try to be happy, even if it kills us. If happiness doesn't complete the world, I don't know what can.


What if.

What if I don't say hi or good morning first? Would you say it first? I wait every morning for a good morning text, but nothing. I guess you have been having a rough night every night. What if this time, I don't text you back? Would you ask me whats wrong? What if this time, I leave you wondering? Would you care to ask? What if this time, you're the one left feeling completely fucked over? Would you talk to me about it?

Just a hug.

Would it kill just to hug you for the whole day? Everytime I dream of you, it's always hugging you, holding your hand. I guess dreams are better than reality, isn't it?

Anw, today was fun I guess. Woke up, ate cereal, used com, then stupid maple got maintanence. So watched are you smarter than a fifth grader. Dad offerered to send me to mrt station. Met Liyana @ tpy mrt. Then met chloe, waited for sab & people at macs. Then ate at gourmet paradise. I had lousy lunch. Anw, went sky garden again, play cards. Then started to rain. Went to sab's house. Lightning & Thunder. I was holding you, I knew you were scared. Then sab's house. Play cards. Then was damn tired. Wah sab's toilet door damn fail, anw, she clipped my finger. It hurts. Don't know if can still play guitar. Anw, then they all played water balloon. Then watch tv. Met wq at mrt station. Took train, then home.

Thats all.
I love you dear<3



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