so anyway, school's begun! :( so tired every morning. these two days of school have been okay. just that the people are all damn wtf now. today was fun. with kaitlyn, sabrina & christiann, it's always fun.

so, i dont know what to do. i dont want her to love me. i cant keep giving chances anymore. i'm just tired. i'm getting old and i need something to rely on. i just need to focus on my studies now, get into a good class, and get away from this annoying class, graduate, do well, study, and get away from here. it's just not a right time now, time just needs to slow down. i dont want to be what i am now. i want a new life. and it's hard to change that. but i just have to move on.

i'm sorry if i've pissed you off or anything. just now in the mood now to talk about these things.

and i have to go now, if can post later, bye.