These past few days have been crazy. Going out most of the time with my best friends. And I still wonder if you care. I don't know, but it's like we're getting far apart again. You only talk about your church people, and me, well, I'm gaming most of the time. I'm sorry. But it's like we have really nothing to talk about now. I TRY to make conversation with you, but I guess it just does no help. But you don't even try right. You're having problems, me too okay, you're not the only one, because everybody has.

So few days ago, wq confessed to me. Why can't you just open up about it. I know it's hard, but you just have to. If not, it goes nowhere. Honestly, I hope you get over me. I'm not gonna get into this. It just hurts. Hurts so bad. Look at us now. We're so close, yet so far apart.

I look happy, but I'm really dying inside. Everytime you talk to your church friends, I do get jealous too yknow. Cause lately, they're all who you can talk to. I guess your church helps bonding. It's good. It's good for you at least. I feel left out. You won't even message me. And I take the effort to do so. So you're in Brisbane now, have fun with your sis. And, I'm sorry if this post hurts.

Bye.