I Just Want You To Know Who I Am
Monday, August 8, 2011
Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance. Do you have to make me feel like there is nothing left of me?
It's always me right. I ruin everything. I'm sorry. Guess we just both had our differences. I didn't want you to be there, because I was scared. Maybe I just don't understand you. Maybe I just don't understand myself either. Life's confusing, life's amusing. Life's a mystery, life's yet to be discovered. Talking about life, made me realise about Christiann's problem. Don't do that to yourself. Life's precious, live it.
Nowadays I feel like there's nothing going on. Like today. Only you cared like, you actually ran after me this morning when I was pissed. It's not your fault because of the fight her & me got into. I guess we just didn't understand each other. And we both know that we're at fault. Being such a bitch now. I want to grow, to be a better person. Not to be something worse.
National Day Celebration. Was kinda cool. Damn fun, until ms jo teo spoke. We all were expecting something bad, and indeed it was. Then went back to class. Post-its for the gift. Lol. Kinda nice. Then went out do projects and stuff & eat. Then go dione's house. So fun. Her sister so cute. :)
Miss you, miss your face, miss your hugs, you neh hug me:(. Miss you everytime. You don't have to listen to anyone, make your own choice because it's your life. You choose what you want, and if you make the wrong choices, there's always a way to go back.
And I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'll understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.
Open up more, I don't want to keep on asking why, and getting back a reply with "I dont know". If you don't open up soon, it'll be too late.
Sorry for everything, yet thank you for the moments & memories. Love you.
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8:05 PM
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