Hey, I love you okay? We're just friends. I know it's just the beginning. But please, I beg you. Open up. Stop saying you don't know when in actual fact, you know, but you just don't wanna tell me. Please, open up before it's too late. I look at you. It's like sigh. I wish we could just be together without all the people around. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough to fix you. Yet still, I'm trying to fix myself. And everyone else. Because I care. I just care too much. I won't say it's a bad thing. It's not, really. You're insecure, don't know what for. Don't be sad all the time please? It makes me sad. Because 1, I don't know how to help you. 2. What am I supposed to do. 3. Why, because you won't tell me. 4. I feel damn useless. Please? Smile? I want you to be happy. I want both of us to be happy. I want everyone to be happy. Right now, many people have been cutting themselves. I won't. I'm just too scared. But lately, I feel so useless. Guess I just move away from people. Don't know what to do. Also, getting annoyed with lots of people. Sigh.

So today play guitar with Nat. Then hhf. Boo. YAY LAST LESSON. LOL. Then english. Watched the show. YAY. Then math boo. Then recess. Fuck sia the chicken all not cook. Was starving. Then chinese. Got back our paper. I failed. 8/40 oh whatever. LOL. Expected anw. Lots of people slept during chinese. SO TIRED! Didn't even wanna go for EP. I was like a zombie walking to the mac lab. Then blah. Boring. Stupid Mr Praveen always release us late. Then supposed to do dnt. But aiyo lazy. Kay. So we waited for gap people. Then go home yay.

Dreading friday alr. Sigh. I HATE ART.

Next week's gonna be damn screwed morning assemblies. Cause sec threes going for OBS. OH NOOO. :(