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Even When I Set Myself On Fire
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Nat, I'm sorry. I'm sorry to everyone. I promise, at the end of the year, when we depart. I'm gonna write every single one of you a letter, saying what I had to say but it just can't come out for now. I'm such a bad friend. Didn't realise you were gone. WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU GO. We were all looking for you. Hais, let's just say I'm a bad friend now. I'm really sorry. :'(
Please don't envy me, I HATE IT. I don't want you to feel left out. I cling on to people, you don't. You have to, sometimes. You need people. You have to go to people instead of having people to come to you. You have to try.
You asked me why I cried. I'm vulnerable. I cry very easily. People apologising, of course I'll cry because those are memories which can't be erased. We all were at fault, and them apologising and I did too, of course. It just made me sad to think that we were those people in the past. Forgiveness. Forgiving is good. That's the reason why God created us. Nat, pray. Pray to God. You may not believe in him, but just pray. He will help you. Because I know he helps us all, because we are his children and he loves us. Okay?
I will be there for you, but if I happen to not, I'm sorry. But I'll try my best, okay? There are many other people who needs help as well. Not only you kay?
Lovee <3 :) SMILE GOOFYGOOBERYEAH. LOLOLOL. Ps; listen to invisible - skylar grey, recommended by liyana to me. so im recommending to you now kay? go go.
SKYLAR GREY - INVISIBLE
I take these pills
To make me thin
I dye my hair
And cut my skin
I try everything
To make them see me
But all they see
Is someone that's not me
Even when i'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Every day I try to look my best
Even though inside i'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Here inside
I cry like hell
You cannot hear
My cries for help
I try everything, yeah
To make them see me
But everyone
Sees what I can't be
Even when i'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Every day I try to look my best
Even though inside i'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Sometimes when i'm alone
I pretend that i'm a queen
It's almost believable
Even when i'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Every day I try to look my best
Even though inside i'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
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