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You Never Really Can Fix A Heart
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
It's probably what's best for you
I only want the best for you
And if I'm not the best, then you're stuck
I try to sever ties and I,
Ended up with wounds to bind
Like you're pouring salt in my cuts
And I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can't bandage the damage,
You never really can fix a heart
Even though I know what's wrong,
How can I be so sure
If you never say what you feel, feel?
I must have held your hand so tight,
You didn't have the will to fight
I guess you needed more time to heal
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/d/demi_lovato/fix_a_heart.html ]
Baby I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can't bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart
You must be a miracle walker,
Swearin' up and down,
You can't fix what's been broken, yeah
Please don't get my hopes up, no no
Baby, tell me how could you,
Be so cruel?
It's like you're pouring salt on my cuts
Baby, I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can't bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart
Baby, I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can't bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart
Oh no no no no
You never really can fix a heart
Oh no no no no
You never really can fix heart
You never really can fix my heart
This has been a very rough week. Lots of scoldings starting from yesterday. So we all were worried for Science. It was the first time the class had been quiet to actually study. But some annoying people just had to break the silence. Test. Then Mrs Gay called out to those who failed & didn't write marks to stand. Then they had to write the notes 3 times. Like sigh. I have to put in more effort. And you don't even care for EOYs. You want to fail? You know I don't want you to fail. I want everyone to do well. And I wanna do well to get into 3/11.
I pity you Liyana, I really do. And I'm sorry for not cleaning up the mess. That time I really had to go for CCA. But I'll do my part. I just hate it. Yknow the people all around me keep littering. And I'm the only one who actually bothers to clear up all the mess. It's annoying. There's a dustbin, go throw there. Why must you just dump it on the floor? It's not your freaking house. Yknow when Mr Lim said what you were doing as a chairperson, we were like wtf. You weren't even there when it happened. I'm guessing you went to the toilet. Then when you came back, sam lim came. Did you write that? Drew, as a vice-chair, really.. You're also supposed to do your job & help Liyana. But you're not even helping her much. I did ask them to keep quiet but nobody ever listens to me, so whats the point.
So I'm guessing Elfrida is suspecting us. She probably saw us holding hands or smth. Hais, whatever.
So damn screwed for everything. God help me please.
And Sam Lim is a bloody bastard. He made most of us go for detention with no reason. I've never felt so ashamed in my entire life. I'm supposed to be a good student. But eventually got in with this bloody piece of shit. He didn't even bother to asked what happened. So he thinks we're all there means we're the one who made trouble? Is standing outside the class an offense? I can bet with you, everyone of us already complained to our parents, cause I did. And my parents were like wth.
Sorry for my moodswings. It's back. Pretty bad. :( It's just crazy. Why NOW?
Anyway, happy birthday potato <3 I'm sorry wq. Forgive me. I'm being a bitch again. Sorry Liyana, for pissing you off. Sorry Nat, for not being there for you. Sorry everyone.
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