It hurts, I'm scared. What if I lose you? What will happen? In 2 months time, we'll depart and go to different classes. I won't be seeing you so often. And you know we won't last forever. Why must Cheyenne interfere. What's her fucking problem? She just has to be involved in every single thing people go through. I'm jealous. I always get jealous when I see you with someone. I'm sorry I'm like that. Cheyenne told jelly that we're together. What the fuck. You know nobody really likes Cheyenne. They're just pretending and she's too naive to even know that. You copied and paste the conversation between you and her. I'm sitting here like what the fuck. She said you're cute. Sigh. I don't wanna go on any further. You know when she says she study, I bet nothing fucking goes in her head. All she thinks about is her damn jelly. I had enough, why the fuck must I be nice to people all the time? And all I get in return is another fucked up friendship problem.
So English paper today. Paper 1 was okay. Did on disappointments, said about PSLE. Then Paper 2, hais. I'm either just gonna just pass or get a B. But I'll just hope for the best to get an A. Tomorrow's Chinese, I'm just so screwed.
My whole life is screwed. So NatFM talked to you and said stuff about us. I want to tell her but I don't think she'll understand. I have been pretending and denying to her that we like each other. But she's caring, I don't know what to do.
Right now, all I can say is to focus okay? Get into the class of your choice. I hope you don't go into 3/10.
Goodnight.
Nothing compares,
No worries or cares.
Regrets and mistakes,
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Regrets and mistakes,
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?