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Let The Weak Say I Am Strong
Thursday, October 20, 2011

Nat, I asked all of you to come sit next to us, not asking one by one of them to leave you. If you're talking about me not caring about wq, you're wrong because I do. I fucking do. You don't realise how confused I am. Being a catholic, do you even know that it's wrong to be a fucking lesbian or bi. Because it's against the church. I'm not using her. I'm trying to make the best out of it. You don't understand what being in love feels like. You should get the chance to be in love. Everyone should. Including you. Love hurts. Love waits. Love is a feeling you can't control. And neither is love forced. Why are you still hiding from the truth? You're just making yourself feel more miserable by the minute. You hide to protect yourself. Truth is, we all know what is going on. We're humans too, we notice things. So you think that one person hates Dione, you think that every one of us will hate her too? NO. We choose our friends. And so far as I know, nobody in class hates you. I have many haters. In class, in school, in whereever else. But I try to be strong and not care about what others say. NatFm keeps telling me to move on. I'm fucking trying my best. And I realised that I can do it. It matters if you try, you don't even fucking try because you're too scared of what is going to happen next. I KNOW. I'VE BEEN THERE. And I feel so ashamed of myself because it's just only going to let me down and I'll fall down. And thats when your true friends come in. In the end, you'll gonna have to live with your true friends and move on. Take Demi Lovato as a role model, she was bullied. Was anorexic. Ended up in rehab. Got out of rehab, and she's a new grown up woman. She's strong. If she can be strong, why can't you. Why can't any of us. WE ALL CAN. None of you are weak. "Let the weak say I am strong". Say it. And you can be the best you can be.

Retreat tomorrow. I'm gonna cry. And my results are already disappointing. But all I know is that I did my best. I wonder, do you guys ever even say that you tried your best? And it's not the end.


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