'How can I love when I'm afraid to fall'. I'm just no good at relationships, forgive me. Forgive me for everything. For being a jealous bitch, for not accepting you being friends with her. I guess I just don't like it. Especially that day when you were talking on the phone with her & webcamming with me. I'm confused. You said that she doesn't like you. But why does she still want to talk to you. Why does she have to keep on interfering? I mean everyone does, even me. But why is it always her. Don't you be like her kay. It's just plain rude to interfere in someone else's relationship. I speak the truth. Honestly, I really hope you both don't go into the same class. But I doubt you guys will. I don't want you to be influenced by her. Save yourself if I can't. Sometimes I just wonder what you tell her.
So in my report book, teacher said that I am well-liked by my peers. HELL NO. Who the fuck likes me. You're alright, you are really really well-liked. All I know is that, next year would not be any different, just that there'll be less annoying people in class. I know you guys will disagree with me. But I'm just degrading myself. I'm sorry for pissing you all off.
Thanks for the memories 1/7'10 & 2/7'11 <3 Our class bonding sucked though. Anyway, I wanna thank God for giving me wonderful friends to cherish. Although we may not be in the same class. I wish you guys all the best <3 Love you all .
I'm gonna miss you. Forgive me for my atrocious attitude of pmsing too much. But I can't control it. It just happens. I doubt we'll be in the same class. But I'm gonna miss seeing your face & your hugs. Thanks for the memories & I'll try my best to not be so jealous. I'm just so scared that they'll just take you away from me. I love you. And Liyana's gonna leave soon. :( Who will I look up to next in class? God help me. Help all of us. And hopefully, We all will get into 3/11.
I hope to change in the coming year. To be a better person, and hopefully get the chance to be noticed. I just hope I'll be able to cope.
Love you guys <3 Remember me, I'll never forget you.