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Stuck In Reverse
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I...
Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
------------------------------------------------------------------------- My heart hurts, that's all I can say.
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
It's called disappointments. When you get what you want, but not what you need
I got you, but do I really need you? When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse I'm just thinking about you everyday.
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
I'm losing you already, I can feel it. I already cried. I think I just lost you to her. When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse? Am I regretful for it? To take a chance on you?
When you're too in love to let it go
I can't let you go. But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth Maybe you should just be with her, or just move on.
Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace I don't think I'll have anyone to replace you anymore.
Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes I promise. Just move on. I'll learn from my mistakes & move on.
I forgive you. But right now, I just don't know what to do. My heart hurts. When I asked who you were talking to. You know me. When you first tell me things, I'll eventually get over it. Because the past would be gone. I'm not strong enough to confront them. They're fucking ahlians. I'm dizzy now. I can't. It's different from a leader's perspective.
Sometimes I wonder, you get desperate too much. I do too, I admit. I would appreciate if you could just control yourself. Self-control. But soon to come, we won't be in the same class. I already know. I'm sorry. I'm just no good at relationships. It's like I'm pulling myself away from you each time and you come back to me like it's normal. But you don't know how it feels to be used. You don't even get used. I get used & get thrown away. I can bet with you, even after the leadership camp, I will still be a fucking bitch everyone looks at & still won't get noticed by my peers.
Maybe I'm just beating myself down. But next year would be no different. As long as one of them are in the same class as me, I'm just gonna die. Or I might as well now.
I'm sorry, I just don't know what to do now & sometimes I wonder, do you tell her the things I tell you?
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