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Scream
Friday, February 17, 2012

I'm stupid. I'm stupid. I'm stupid. Why must I be so stupid. WHY. Just fucking hurts to hear that. Killed me so deep. Don't even know what I'm doing in my life anymore. It's just going too fast. I need God to give me strength. Guide me. I'm this close to killing myself or smth. My eyes are sore. I couldn't breathe for a few seconds today. Wish I could have died then. Don't feel like being in class comm anymore. I'm just so scared. But I appreciate those who tried to cheer me up. Just too many problems going on. Sigh. Can't handle it anymore. But I hope that I can be strong. I'm so damn weak now. But it just pisses me off. Really bad. Everyone is leaving. Why them. Why not others.


9:26 PM