Friday, March 22, 2013

Take A Look At Me Now

hi all. it's been a long time since i last blogged.

Life has been stressful. N's is not too far away, before you know it, it's already here. I really wanna make it to the poly foundation programme. That's my main goal for now. You know, I've always wanted to do mass communication, but unfortunately, they do not offer it. So maybe I'll take up something similar to it. Mass Media in Nanyang Polytechnic. I know I'm soft spoken but maybe it's about time I try out something new perhaps?

Love life.. nothing much really. Same old crush stuff going on.. But whatever, not like the person would like me back anyway.

I've been there for you, but all I'll ever be is your little sister. I get it. I respect you. But I'm concerned. I'm concerned for my friends. Please take care of yourself and her. I was watching glee just now and Blaine sang this song called Take A Look At Me Now. I was listening to closely to the lyrics and you know it fits perfectly for my situation.

How can you just walk away from me, 
when all I can do is watch you leave 
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain, 
and even shared the tears 
You're the only one who really knew me at all 


I don't think I've ever been so close to a guy before. Not like the last one. He was an asshole. A major one. A jerk. A heart breaker.

You probably won't ever see this.. but just remember that I'm always there for you.