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Pool of Tears
Friday, May 17, 2013

Hi. So today I got back a few of my exam papers. I didn't really do very well. I'm so disappointed in myself. I don't know what I'm doing. There are just so many things on my mind.

Failed combined humanities. I try my best but I still don't succeed. I guess it's me. I just can never pass it. It's horrifying. What is wrong with me? Now my friends are giving me lectures. Stop it! I don't want to be told what to do. I shouldn't have said anything in the first damn place. My English results were extremely terrible. I really hate myself. It's 4-5 more months until Ns and I'm not even doing well for Mid Years. How am I supposed to overcome the national exams?

Emath express paper wasn't as bad. I've improved from last year, so I guess that's good.

I just feel like I'm losing faith in myself. Sometimes I just wonder what will happen to me in 5-10 years from now.

I appreciate your help, but please just don't tell me what to do. It's not going to change anything.

Sometimes when I really need someone to talk to, they're not there. What am I supposed to do with my life? Live in sorrow, cry in a pool of tears? Life is so damn hard and I don't even know what to do.

I'm going insane.


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