Monday, June 25, 2012

Neglected

What the hell?

So you think that you went out with them that time, you think you can just plan another gathering without inviting Rizel or I? You girls are meeting for lunch tomorrow. How do you think we felt? We feel so neglected, rejection, excluded. Guess the whole world revolves around you. Sorry we couldn't make it for the outing, was it our fault? NO. Wth, you totally ignored me today. Didn't even talk to you at all. I'm so pissed at you.

First day of school was just urgh. Horrible to the max. Played wrong note, was so freaking sleepy, I was in pain, I was so freaking exhausted, then Mrs Kim asked me to go down to collect notes ffs. I was seriously sleeping before she came in. Then 'he' was just a mood killer as always.

Mr Gomes was awesome as usual. Mrs Siau too.

And Ms Mehraj got posted to another school. I feel kinda sad for her. :( She was so nice and helpful and patient. And I'm still wondering who my new geog teacher is. My new english teacher is tiwari and she aiyaaa. First day alr make me do work, word of the day. Sucks to be number one.

Then during guitar, Ms Lim announced that Ms Lee would be the one in charge now. This is gonna be one screwed up CCA. Then Elis was like asking Ms Lee about the morning assembly roster. Then Elis was telling me that what she say that 'My Sherilyn', and Esther always play whatever shit. WTF I WANT TO PLAY YOU BITCH!!! YOU THINK I WANT TO SEE YOURS AND 'HIS' FACE?! AND I'M NOT YOURS FFS. SO WHAT IF I'M IN YOUR FORM CLASS. I FEEL SO DISGUSTED.

Sorry, just had to rant out.

I was this close to giving up on you. But when izz told me about that thing. I highly doubt you'll read mine.
Time to sleep. I messed up a lot today. Esp during amath. I totally fucking forgot the basics of matrices. I'm so stupid. You're so freaking smart. Still with my hopes down low.

OMG OK WHAT THE. ZINHO IS DMMING ME AND HE JUST TOLD ME THAT HE HAD A CRUSH ON MY FRIEND SINCE P3. ERM OK. :l HAHAH I FREAKING KNEW IT COS HE ASKED ME FOR HER TWITTER. Shit, realised that he's damn close to you. Saw you guys talking and sitting next to each other during cath class the other time.

Sigh, I guess we all have our secret crushes.
So I'll keep you my dirty little secret.

Took a pic with potato with my braces today. Haha it's a cute pic. :)

Okay goodnight. No worries Zinho is just a friend, he's quite comfortable to talk to but his English is just too chim aiyo.

okbye. hope tomorrow would be a better day.